I was inspired the other day and I really want to get my art out.
I started a myspace art page, sort of lame I know…buuuuttt i cant buy a page right now.
so check it out, add me, comment and buy something! 
just joking…
but please, do go look.
www.myspace.com/shannonraeart
Ya know those things that sort of just…follow you around?
And you think you are doing so well and then…you fall?
I listened to a sermon here and The pastor was talking about the process of which we do things.
We think it,
feel it,
say it,
and then do it.
I was thinking about that this week and it is spot on.
Can you imagine if we just got rid of the thought?
I want to be a complete woman of God. I want to be a woman someone will be lucky to marry one day. I want to be 100% devoted to my Heavenly father and His plan for my life. I want to be with someone completely devoted to God’s purposes for their life. How can I expect to end up with that Man if I myself am making poor choices?
I woke up this morning feeling…not guilty…not ashamed…just…unclean. Like everything I had worked to established had been shattered in a weekend. Like all of my hard work and god devotion had been given up. Like all the dreams I had, had been set aside.
I know it’s ok. I know I’m fine and God forgives me and it’s all already forgotten. But I just hate KNOWING when I mess up i guess.
God has been doing a lot with me down here.
I got accepted into a really amazing school in Minnesota. (www.bcom.org)
Its called Bethany College of Missions.
I also applied for Masters Commission here in LA. I know, I never would have thought I would stay any longer than a year. I am still praying about all of it. I want to be where God wants me, so we will see what happens.If you think about it, say a prayer for me.
I am finally getting to start doing worship team this month! I am super excited. I was also blessed with a whole bunch of canvas to paint. God is amazing.
I am coming home the 2nd-12th of July. For the fourth, for kassi’s wedding and some family stuff. 10 days. That will be fun. It will be nice to see all of you After that, I will be back here, off to guatemala for a month and back home for christmas. Crazy. Time is just flying by…
